Mentally checked out

36 weeks and anxious as fuck and feel like I can’t process all of my emotions when I’m having to worry about being at work all the time. Anybody else feel like that or is it just me?

I requested my maternity leave start Oct 1 but I don’t think I can wait that long. I’m a huge ball of nerves and need time to myself to prepare for what’s going to happen over the next month 😫