Dreaming about my ex

So a few nights ago I had a dream about my ex and I just thought like maybe it was because I had a hard night. I dreamed about him again last night and it was weird and I don’t remember a lot of it. I know we were on a bridge and talking about us and I know he was holding me at some point and I remember him saying he misses me. And I felt so comfortable and safe with him. And then there was something about death, I’m not sure what. I’ve lost 4 people this year tho so maybe it had something to do with that.

Ever since I woke up, my hearts been heavy. I suddenly feel like I miss him and I can’t stop thinking about it. Does anyone know what this could all mean:((