So after a few days of being ticked off with AF for showing up after being 5 days late...& having my hopes up that this was our month for baby I realized that hey well at least she did show up & instead of getting angry im going to embrace her. She is a very important part of the conceiving process & im glad she came so there is always next month & instead of me planning so much im going to relax & go with the flow. Im not worrying myself this time Im just going to believe that it didnt happen right now but it will right on time. That way when she shows up I wont be so dissapointed. I got a new attitude.