Not showing just chubby 🙄

Arris

Sooooo I’m pregnant with my second one , yayy!!!! I’m 7w4d and I’m not a very big girl. I’m 5’0” and right now weigh 130lbs. My first pregnancy I weighed 116 lbs in the begging and was in rather great shape. With that pregnant I got HUGE. I gained about 70lbs total. I lost the majority of it pretty quickly , breast fed for about 19 months and ate a decent diet and well as exercised. My body now, is I think amazing for what it can do and gave me a beautiful healthy daughter, but is very different. My tummy is very squishy and pudgy, my boobs went from a 34B pre baby to 38DD while breastfeeding. Now they’re at a 36C and gravity has taken its toll and my nips are significantly larger. I’m trying to come to acceptance with my new body and all the changes that come with it. Now that I’m heavier and newly pregnant again I still have a little pudge even though I’m not anywhere close to showing. I feel really self conscious for some reason and I don’t like it. I’ve been doing my best to be body positive but it’s kinda hard. Right before I found out I was pregnant I was working out and eating well. Now I’m battling morning sickness and fatigue so bad everyday I can barely go on a walk and don’t want anything healthy to eat. My clothes don’t fit at all and my family has made snarky remarks to me already about my weight. My husband tells me things and sometimes it comes off offensive and I know he doesn’t mean it that way. I just want to feel better about my self and it’s hard rn🥺 sorry for the rant...