Like what’s up with that? Never been a regular full time smoker, occasionally when I was at a party or had too much to drink.

But now, I’m stressed, and tired, and trying to conceive is stressing me out, I’m trying to eat healthy and not drink and be good at this new job I have and take care of my existing son etc. Some days, I’ll be at a stop light, and see someone smoking outside, and think, Man, that sounds amazing right now.

I’m sure I’d regret it. And I know it’s really bad when ttc. It’s just weird. Maybe it’s some kind of nutritiondeficiency?