Tips & Tricks please!

How do you ladies with previous miscarriages/chemicals cope with new pregnancies?!

I am having the hardest time trying to keep my anxiety and worry to a minimum 😞

Part of it is because I lost our first in March at 6/7 weeks (technically I was 9 weeks when I had my D&C but baby died at 6/7 weeks)

Then a chemical in August and all I can think about is how scared I am to lose this baby. I mean I do feel more confident in this pregnancy because I’ve been on progesterone and baby aspirin since ovulation as I truly felt my progesterone played a huge part in my previous loses. But going into this pregnancy I still have the weight of my possible Arcuate uterus diagnosis on my shoulders. I went in for an ultrasound the Thursday before I found out I was pregnant (found out the following Monday) and the U/S reader noted - ‘possible arcuate uterus, mild’ in the notes. I had set up an appointment with the specialist to start fertility treatment and to get an MRI to better diagnose my uterus but that had to come to a stand still because of being pregnant!

I’m SO SO SO GRATEFUL TO BE PREGNANT. I want to be a mother so bad but I’m scared of not knowing how these things will affect me and baby.

Every little twinge, cramp, pain, etc has me freaking out.

I just want to make it these next couple of weeks without completely loosing my sanity. I want this so bad as I know so many of you do. So how do you handle the worry?

I’ve tried crafts, blogging, other hobbies and nothing helps for long!