My bf of 5 years and I broke up recently. We talked on and off. And we decided to start slow and try to work things out.

I stayed at this apartment last night. I was in his room changing my clothes. I asked him I could put my clothes in one of his drawers in his dresser and he said yes.

I open the drawer and I see a little black box of condoms!!

I wanted to cry seeing that.

I picked it up and I saw that it was a box of 3 condoms. But there was only 1 in it.

Now we were together for 5 years and I’m on BC so we never used condoms.

I saw this after we had sex too.

I haven’t said anything to him. But I’m freaking out on the inside. It hurts so bad to know that he had sex with someone else. I know that we were technically not together. But it hurts so bad.

Edit: everyone saying that “you were broken up” and “it’s not your business”.

We were together for 5 years!! In a serious relationship. We are in our 20s. We were about to move in together. We were only broken up for 2 months. So it was painful af to see those condoms. They were not in that drawer before. I always put clothes in that drawer. That is a new box. I know we were broken up, but it hurts like hell to know that he slept with someone else.

I would hate to be friends with some of you that doesn’t have empathy for your girls. Like damn.

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Edit: I told him that I saw the condoms. He admitted that he slept with someone. He said he met her off tinder. (Idk if I believe it or not). He said that he wanted to get back together but now he doesn’t know if he wants to because he said he doesn’t know if he could trust me. CANT TRUST ME?

He’s the one that slept with someone else!!!! He said that he felt like I would cheat on him to get back at him. I would never do that.

He said that he’s sorry but we were broken up and he has “needs”.

I’m so mad and heartbroken.