HELP! Can I sleep too?

My LO has slept through the night two nights in a row 10pm-7am. Praise God! BUT, I am up every half hour checking him to make sure he has a pulse! I can’t believe how dramatic I am - first time Mom. I also have this pesky milk that builds so I’m pumping and hand expressing every few hours.

I am not an overproducer so every drop matters to me.

I did manage to sleep a few hours and I just woke up with hard tits and a soaked nightgown - yuck- it’s such a gross feeling for me.

I am so tempted to wake him but this is what I wanted!! He’s sleeping through the night, how is this now a problem?? Can I get some rest too AND collect this milk?