So hurt

So after a year and half of trying to concieve from dr telling me my tubes where blocked was getting ready to sced procedure to unblock two days later to find out I was pregnant made it to 7 weeks pregnant and today finding out my baby doesnt have a heart beat and just two weeks prior they told me baby heart beat was strong so lost and confused on why 😭😭 but I guess God got other plans for me plz my fellow ladies that go thru this pray for me now I gotta walk around with a dead fetus in me until surgery on fri how depressing