IUD depression

I got an IUD two months ago but I am not sure if it’s related to my depression. This depressive cycle started about 2 weeks after getting it. And I have no idea what is wrong and literally am so out of my mind right now that I can’t see anything correct.

I can’t make choices what I want or what I buy, I just buy, buy and BUY. It’s horrible. Also my skin is such a mess rn, it’s like acne bc I keep touching it and can’t stop.

I watch tv, and be like of f*** why am I watching this? Everything makes me nauseous. I can’t watch anything without pointing out everything stupid and what’s making me feel bad about it.

Also I am scared for my relationship. We have dated for almost 5 months now and it also has gone worse since I got the IUD.

Please someone tell me what to do. I am trying to get an appointment to doctor about the depression as soon as possible even tho I have delayed it too because I have been scared.

I have no idea why my life took a sudden turn downwards when it was going so well for once. 😭