Herpes

Soo i think I have it after y’all saying the pic I had posted looked like it. I had sex with 3 guys these past days I fucked up I just got over a breakup I was trying to have fun but didn’t think right. These sores showed up the next day after the first guy so 2 days ago. Was it from him or was it from my ex from a month ago. Ima see if my dr can see me ASAP tmro since she’s always booked. I’m now feeling body aches n sore n my eyes kinda burn. Thanks tho for all y’all’s advice. I’m 19 I have a 1 yr old I’m scared if I have it I swear my life’s over no ones gonna want me like that.. also these dudes all 3 of them ate me out.. do y’all think they’re going to get it too. My cuts are still open..