Cranky and angry me

Guyssssss

I have been so short tempered with my husband lately, I literally snap at the smallest things and I swear I never used to be like this. And I try to be better but my husband is so MIA lately it's only making me more mad. It's like I have no control over my emotional health. Is rage part of postpartum depression?? Am I just a bad wife now?! I will cook and stuff for him but he's ALWAYS complaining about how I have changed and he misses the girl he married and doesn't understand that I am struggling with that too.

Any tips on how I can explain it to him? We had a huge fight last night and we were both being so rude and I hate this