Can you see a difference? 🥺

I’ve been working out with weights/barbells for a couple of weeks now. I’ve actually been going to the gym for a month And clueless until I started following tiktok girls showing how to use machines/weights/dumbbells and whatsoever!!

October 5

October 16

Currently going through a breakup, though it’s so hard I’m still pushing through and I literally live in the gym and I love it! My break up was in July 31, the day before I had to move to my new place, he dumped me over text AGAIN for the 2nd time (the first time was in January 31 over text as well over the same reason). I felt guilt, anger, and sadness towards him but especially me. Ive been so hard on myself because I knew he’d do it again, but I guess I just had a little hope that if I give him another chance, he’ll actually treat me right. But it was all familiarity that brought us back together (we were together for a year and a half, literally knew each other from head to toe, we’re literally together every single day), neither is good for each other and I still do miss him... and love him and it hurts. This is for the best though.

Xoxo