Please pray for me

I recently ended a toxic relationship that God did not want me to have. The person disrespected me and said really hurtful things that I can't get out of my mind. I've forgiven them but everyday I cry quite a bit because I can't get what they told me out of my mind. This happened three months ago and I was starting to feel better but as of late my emotions have been all over the place  and now I feel like I'm spiraling. I think I'm now beginning to realise how much that person's words and actions hurt me.  I'm also depressed and having to deal with this hurt and the pandemic got to be too much and I had a huge breakdown last night and I couldn't stop crying. I barely slept and I'm emotionally and mentally exhausted. I just want this hurt to go away so that I can move forward and get better. Please pray for me. Thank you and God bless you.