I’m stuck :( feel like shit ! no judgment.

So I finally told one friend that I am currently pregnant. She basically told me that whatever I choose she’s with it. But got into the convo of me enjoying my twenties since I already I have a child (4 yrs old). And I should just enjoy my boyfriend of almost 3 years cause it could either make or break us. So I started thinking and now I’m battling with myself. 🥺 I’m like stuck between being a mom of two or just enjoying life right now.. but I ask myself is going out even that important ... no , drinking and parties etc will always be there right... smh idk I’m stuck