The struggle is really real

I’m six weeks postpartum. I did everything immediately after she was born, including WFH two weeks PP. I also take care of her at night because my husband has a demanding day job. I appreciate everything he does for us, but I’m struggling. I feel so empty and overwhelmed at times that it’s all I can do to not cry. I do end up crying a lot most days. I feel like a bad mother and that I’m squandering time with my daughter. She’s my rainbow baby, and I love her so much-but I feel so detached. I wish I had a mommy friend to talk to. Someone who “gets it.” I’m sequestered to our room 99% of the time because I work from home, and because of our living situation. I just feel so hopeless. 😞