Please be healthy! 🤞🏻❤️

I found out 3 days ago that I am pregnant! Every fiber of my being wants to explode with joy, but the only thing stopping me is this horrible fear... two years ago (almost exactly) was the worst day of my life. I was having all kinds of feminine issues (which I discussed with my gynecologist) and ended up in the ER. I found out that I was 8 WEEKS pregnant and that it was ectopic 💔 I heard my baby’s heartbeat, saw the sonogram, and was told that there was no way to keep it 💔💔💔 I was rushed into emergency surgery. Not only did I lose my first baby that day, but I also lost my right Fallopian tube.

I am profoundly lucky that my husband (same man) and I got pregnant the first month we were trying. I want to be so deeply happy about this pregnancy, but in reality I am SO terrified that it might be another ectopic. It is going to be a long 3-4 weeks before I can find out 🙏🏻