I’m 20 years old and I feel so stupid. I know no ones perfect, but I just wanna be happy. I don’t know how it feels to be happy. I’ve been through a lot even at a younger age. My hearts been chipped a couple of times but those were little middle school crush’s. My first official relationship wasn’t a regular one; I was 14 when I fell stupidly In love. I honestly don’t know anyone other than that person. I’ve been through numerous amount of emotions ever since. I can’t blame no one but myself. It’s been ruff these past 5-6 years. I just don’t want to shed anymore sad, frustrating tears. All I want is to be happy.