Was at the hospital until 2am. Found out I'm miscarring again. This is horrible. We were so hopefull an excited. We made it further then last time but just not far enough. The only way I seem to be able to help my heart at this moment is to believe that my baby was going to have issues that i wouldnt be anle to handle so God gave my baby to someone who could handle it better. I will heal from our loss again just as I did the last an I'll do my best to be positive for our future. It will happen one day. Ahead of us is a struggle of emotions i don't wish on anyone. Just another roller casters ride that I hope an part in the future I won't ever have to bored again. To everyone in our situation I'm sorry for your loss even tho words don't make it easier.