Relationships

Hey i don’t exactly know who’s reading this but I just needed a space to vent.I’ve been talking to someone since the first of this year and we started dating.I met his parents and he met mine and he was the first guy that was able to come over to my house since my parents are overprotective and I thought he really loved me but as time went on I started noticing that he was lying to me about dumb things but I just wanted to work past that.I ended up losing my virginity to him and he said it was first time too.Two weeks later I was crying to him and he told me talk to one of my friends about it instead and I felt crappy like other times and I wanted to take a break.Next thing I know he’s talking to a new girl with the same name as me that he met just 3 weeks ago.I feel betrayed and he blocked me for her and everything.Now he’s posting her either to get me jealous or because he’s happy with her but I honestly just feel like shit and don’t know what to do.This is my second time getting hurt by someone and I feel like something is wrong with me and I just want to be happy.