More nervous now than ever!

Sarah

I work in surgery and I've seen a lot....idk why but this time around, I am so nervous to have this baby. My last two were all natural, no meds...this time, all I can think is epidural ASAP. I'm worried about Covid....about tearing....just everything. I know I shouldn't be, it's not my first rodeo, but dang...am I crazy right now?! 😢