Gender disappointment 😭

Gender disappointment is really a thing I found out what I’m having Tuesday and I’m terrified quite frankly I want a boy sooo bad and I already know how disappointed I’m going to be if it’s a girl 😭😭 over all I just pray that my baby is healthy but lord I can see me now on the ultrasound table crying my eyes out because it’s not a boy 😂😭🗣 me and my boyfriend have this conversation a lot and I’m like man I’m so ready but not ready at the same time