Going crazy ,

I’m checking CM , watching YouTube videos for first sign of pregnancy symptoms, I’m googling everything ... so now I’m in the phase where I know I want it so bad that I’m not going to get it , it’s so hard to wait 2 weeks to take a test ... & I feel like imma trick my mind into a hysterical pregnancy....

Have anyone wanted to be pregnant so bad and actually did get the BFP at the end of the waiting game ?