2nd failed IUI

So defeated to see stark white negative on 12 dpiui. Totally shattered trying actively from 11 month and trust me its just not easy. In these 11 months 100 of pregnancy test, 20000 medicines , 1000 injections and uncountable emotions . Its really hard to explain what I feel right now just a TEAR while writing it. Will take a break for 2 months. Will start next year.

I really really pray to God who ever is trying hard Will get their BFP because its very hard to tackle the moment.