Pregnant and depressed.

I’m currently expecting my first child and this entire pregnancy has been nothing but hell.. like everything that could go wrong has went wrong and it’s like I just want to give up I honestly feel like the only reason I’m still alive is for my child.. I’m currently in therapy and that doesn’t seem to be helping much at all. It’s like I’m consistently telling myself ‘ your having a baby soon can’t give up’.. anyone got any advice for me? 😔