9 months pregnant & just want to vent

Hey guys i just want to vent , I’ve been lonely in this pregnancy & done it alone . My baby daddy hasn’t posted about our son once but posted & claimed the one that he has on the way . It makes me Feel like he never cared about my son bc he never posted about him & would tell me countless times when he’s mad he could careless bout my son n what’s nice comes twice . Basically let his family tell me he DONT care about me & my son but when we are face to face it’s different . I guess it just hurts for him to keep my son in secret but post about the one he has on the way , I cried a lot today n yesterday but stopped today bc I felt my son ball up ( I had to rub my stomach to make him stop I don’t like when he’s upset ) . I deleted all my social media n changed my number . I feel like he never cared about my son to begin w . Dealing w heart breaks suck , going thru pregnancy alone hurts & watching him claim n be there 4 some one else made me realize we didn’t love eachother the same . Lady’s please leave encouraging & uplifting comments , this had been very hard for me & ive been trying my best to be strong . I just want positive words or encourage I’ve been dogged my whole pregnancy by him , his family, & new gf , I could go on bout the threats n texts but I think this Sum’s up everything, please keep me lifted … 💔