Abuse and threats no one on my side

Last week my now ex boyfriend wouldn’t let me go after i kept telling him to get off me so i started hitting his arms and i elbowed him to get him off and he lets me go and as i finna get up i feel a hit that i never seen coming.

It took me a minute to even process everything..

I guess it was the adrenaline rushing because i didn’t even notice my face was hurting the only thing i noticed was i had blurred vision when i looked to my left or right.

He argued saying he just wants to love me and to be happy but honestly that was the last straw i told him no it’s over and to pack his stuff..

He packed everything but he continued to try to talk to me so we could work everything out, i refused to even talk or look at him.

Well a couple hours pass and i noticed my nose hurts every time i move my glasses up my face so i decided to take my glasses off and i noticed my nose had a dent in it alone with minor cuts and it hurts to move it.

I decided to go to the hospital and they asked if i wanted to press charges and i declined and after they checked everything out they came back and said my nose in is indeed broke and am i sure i don’t want to press charges and i really thought about but i declined again.

I blocked him on every single last thing and every time someone text me i already knew who it is so i respond blocked before he could respond

this morning i woke up to this text

“DO NOT TAKE THIS AS A THREAT ONLY A PROMISE

Either get ya mf act together and we can co parent this situation or the kids wont have any parents You not a victim here so stop fronting like you ain in the wrong as well either way it goes i can continue back at anytime watch the way you move fr cause like I told you im always 2 steps ahead you either at ya moms or gmas in Augusta or you at home im already on it so play safe good luck wish I could say i live you but it’s been banished once again I just want to keep my family we don’t have to be together for that”

We have a 9 Month old daughter together and I’m currently pregnant due in Jan. And that pregnancy wasn’t planned..

Nobody knows any of this.. my family doesn’t know anything that’s going on or know I’m pregnant and I’m alone in this.

They don’t even know my nose is broken i just keep quiet about everything.

From the dislocated jaw, to the uveitis i had due to a couple of blows to my eye a couple months ago and to this a broken nose..

Im really in a bad spot mentally and don’t know how I’m going to take care of my kids due to not being able to afford daycare or anything..

i start my maternity leave dec.11 or i can start it nov.25 since i don’t have childcare and just use these next 3 months of my maternity leave to save and focus on what I’m going to do next.

I’ll be 22 in December and i never thought i would go through any of this.. i don’t even tell my mom anything because it’s usually my fault and i just wish i had someone close to me that i can talk to about everything and understand instead of always saying they don’t want to hear it or that’s my fault because i dated them..