Nothing ready

Am I the only one that has absolutely nothing ready for the baby? My c section is scheduled for February 11th. We haven't purchased a single item. We lost a baby last year at 20 weeks so I'm still afraid of buying things too soon. I looked at babiesrus online and started shaking and getting scared and had to close it out. We are using my son's crib but we have nothing else yet. Maybe everything will seem better after my shower on the 5th. Who knows...