Life...

So I just needed a safe place to freak out and vent. We are struggling, with our marriage and our finances. Its starting to take a toll on me. My husband works during the day and my son goes to school. I have tried to find a job that fits the schedule I need and its just impossible, Everything was fine and then my husband was told to stay home because of suspected covid symptoms( it wasn't covid) so he was at home for a week with no pay. Now we are trying to get finances back in the clear but I feel like we won't and the bills plus it being Christmas around the corner. We aren't gonna have enough for both. I'm more worried about us having a roof over our heads when it comes December 1st. Its just seems hard and impossible right now. Before any one comes at me for asking for money this isn't what this is about I'm just venting because I don't want to upset my husband more then he already is.