Moving on

Hey everyone,

So it’s been about a year since me and my ex officially broke up. But during this year there was a lot of getting back together and breaking up. I never wanted to break up but he left me 4 times in this year. I’m hurt. I don’t really talk to anyone about what’s happened. I’m just emotionally tired. He tells me he loves me but can’t be with me because his perspective on relationships changed. I’m so embarrassed of taking so long to move on. I’m embarrassed that I still cry myself to sleep. Or cry whenever I’m alone. I hate what I’ve become.