I think I'm broken :-(((((

So I'm coming up on a year now.....still no luck and I'm just getting so upset. Like what the hell is wrong with me. My husband is sure it's him but I'm not.....I've had a couple abnormal paps (haven't had one this year, I'm afraid of getting sent for another biopsy) and I never seem to have any ewcm......I've been taking maca for the last two cycles up until I ovulate and I'm thinking of getting some evening primrose oil and adding that to my whole 'regime'. I'm just so frustrated. I know like eight people who've gotten pregnant by accident and one who caught it her first cycle trying. Why is this so hard for me? I already have one, it doesn't make sense.