Sex after baby

Hey ladies! Figure October babies was the best place to put this as your all around the same Post partum as me.

I had my son 10/6, Vaginally, with a 2nd degree tear

So I’m just about 7 weeks PP

I’ve been cleared by my dr for any and all activities...

My SO and I tried....or more I told him let’s get the 1st out of the way, I had a very painful pelvis end of my pregnancy so the poor guys been waiting since like the end of August...

Anywho.... we tried, and he barely even touched me and I felt like where my stitches were was going to tear, like a big sting, and I panicked and.... yeah that was that...

Now I feel terribly guilty and upset....

Anyone else? Is this how it’s supposed to be? Should I just grin and bear it and get it over with?

What do I do :(