Real love or just a crush

So i used to have a crush on my Friend their name is dirt and they go by she/They pronouns,When I developed this crush was in 6th grade where in 7th grade now and I think I have more than a crush on them,I was at a sleep over with them recently and we were cuddling cause we both are touch starved and I wanted to try cuddling with them and it felt amazing I felt safe,Protected and Just felt great in general being around them even better while cuddling with them and they already have a gf their in a long distance relationship and I don’t want to ruin it and I’m confused in my feelings and don’t know what to do,Any advice?