A little help....please

This is embarrassing to ask but I guess it couldn't hurt. Unfortunately my husband is once again out of work due to Covid, he's out until hopefully the beginning of next year. His employer has closed again after another spike in covid cases. I currently don't work because since my fathers passing we have taken in my mother and I am taking care of her with her medical issues, mental well being after his passing and also trying to get his cremation and all in order during these tricky covid times.

We've been TTC for almost 4 years and I have PCOS I've had one miscarriage and 2 chemicals. I am starting to lose hope but I don't want to give up just yet all I want for Christmas is a positive pregnancy test. I ran out of opk and HCG test strips. I am out this month as my period started yesterday. I didn't think it would hurt to ask others who have been in my situation or similar for a little Christmas help. Is there anyone who has any left over opk and or hcg test strips they can spare so I can continue to track through this new cycle/month of December?