So I'm 8 days away from my period and I'm already thinking in my head "Your not pregnant, you never are". I'm just so tired of giving my hopes up and I'm not gonna let myself get all worked up this time. I'm so tired of having hope that it'll happen when it probably won't since it hasn't by now. And I'm sorry to be negative right now but that's how I feel. I'm so tired of worrying about every little sign and symptom and wondering "That could be an early sign" or "This is new, it has mean I'm pregnant". And every damn time I get let down by a negative pregnancy test or my period showing up. I am honestly to the point where I have to be ok with the fact that I may never get pregnant and be a mom. I'm just DONE!! I'm not giving up just yet but I'm close to it!! Not trying to discourage anyone, I'm just tired!!