I know this is the only place no one will say to just relax and keep trying.

I am turning 40 in March.

We have been trying 6-7 years. We’ve had medicated cycles, and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>’s.

Cause: my husband has a 2% morphology. Everything else checks out.

I have never been pregnant. I have never seen that pink like ( except for when I was testing out the booster shot)

I do not have health insurance that covers fertility.

Recently, I quit my job, everything makes me want to cry, about to give up on my MBA...

Give up on my relationship - because whats the point.

What else can I do! I gave it my all, no coffee, no drinks, no sugar, vitamins, shots ...

It’s been so many years and not even a loss, just nothing, nothing in me.

I cant fight for it anymore, I am broken. Adopting is expensive. I banked one spending Christmas 2020 not like this ! Every year I tell myself, next year will be different!

How do you stay motivated to continue to try, continue to love and make sense of life?