I let hope get the best of me

Ugh! Just need to vent as I am sure many of you have been through this too...

For the past 3-4 days I have had VERY tender breasts and cramping. Having tender breast has never been a period symptom of mine but a pregnancy symptom. So here I am getting my hopes up! I have sore breasts I must be pregnant! I lost my last pregnancy in June so I have been praying so hard for this and felt like this was it! I got my hope you.... real high. I was 100% sure I was pregnant. I started to daydream about how to announce it to my family. If I should wait to tell my husband until Christmas. So many possibilities ran through my head.

Took a test today and it’s a very obvious negative. 🥺

I am 2 days away from my period and I know it would show if I was pregnant. My pregnancy in June I tested a week before my period and it was a dye stealer!

This sucks. It sucks a lot. I don’t mean to sound cliche but I was really hoping for a healthy pregnancy for Christmas