HERES THE TRUTH PT3

Lily

So I did. I got up. Listened to my favorite music and I only talked about myself in a positive way. Yes, of course I was still hurting on the inside but I was tired of feeling sorry for myself. Yes, it took a lot of tears and 3 am phone call pep talks to help me get here..but it was worth it. I knew my self worth. I couldn’t let anyone take that away from me. “Why are you dressing up?” “ oh so now you care what you look like?” “ if you acted like this a while ago you’d still have a “boyfriend”” I DIDNT CARE ANYMORE I drowned out what anyone else had to say... I even wrote “I am beautiful” in a manifestation notebook 50 times. I stood in front of the mirror admiring myself..my favorite parts of me (my eyes,my personality, me) I wanted to be better. Not for anyone but myself. I figured I’m so young and there’s so much time in my life for heartbreak and sorrow. And I wouldn’t waste my early teenage years on it! I always thought positively about myself and how I looked. I started expressing myself through clothes and jewelry! I was a whole new person!! My confidence was key! I felt so much better. I looked healthier. And no one could say otherwise. I am beautiful. Everyone is. Everyone struggles. Love you for you. Yes, it will take time... but I promise it’s worth it! So to anyone out there who’s struggling..step into your greatness . No one is stopping you. “It’s not what the world holds for you, it’s what you bring to it” BE YOU. YOU ARE ENOUGH.