Rant: angry and sad, hurt as well 😭💔

faith/fear • 3 back to back ectopic pregnancies. Starting our IVF journey in April ‘25 for our triple rainbow ❤️🌈🌈🌈

Wake up and I’m bleeding. I see the Dr. today and I just know what they’re going to say “it’s a non-viable pregnancy” 😫😡 I can’t help but have enraged. All I wanted to be is be a mommy, took us 2 years TTC and one chemical now this. Meanwhile there’s stupid people out there that don’t even know the baby daddy and that do drugs on the Daily and still have healthy babies. Like my neighbor who smoked weed and cigarettes did mushrooms and lsd while pregnant now she doesn’t even want to be a mother🤬 makes me angry when girls complain about their symptoms like I’d take those any FUCKING day over this stupid game of getting pregnant than losing it. I’m so pissed. Everyone gets a baby but me. Shit never goes my way idk why I expected to have a good pregnancy. I’m fucking cursed or something. So good FUCKING bye to the pregnancy groups. I’m so fucking done, everyone tells you having a baby is easy. Bullshit.