So I might have a baby tonight 😳

So I’m 36 weeks today. I have cholestasis. I go to the dr 2x a week to get stress tests done and today at my appointment they saw some decels so they sent me to the hospital. I’m here now and they said If she’s having decels I’ll be induced tonight. But also they said I might have gotten sent over cause it’s lunch and they didn’t want to stay. I know it’s early but I kinda hope she’s comes. I’m so horrible for saying that. She’s 6lbs measuring and I have HG, severe anemia, cholesasis and more! But we’ll see!