So lonely

Emma
I honest to god feel so worthless at the moment. Everyone in my life just gets up and leaves me. I feel like everyone would be happier if I didn't exist cause there I wouldn't be there to annoy them.
Every time I get close to being even remotely happy something puts a stop to it. I tried telling someone how I'm feeling tonight and I think I just scared them away even more. I just don't know what to do anymore.