Suicide

There’s been two people who have committed suicide at my school. One person was a close friend/family member. The other person I don’t know who it is. Anyway when I heard about the first one I was heart broken because he was like my cousin (complicated). When I was at his funeral I wished it had been me who died. Not because I wanted it to be me not him but because I just didn’t want to be here. The second person I just found out about and it was worse for some reason. When I heard I was like I really wish that it was me. I was jealous of someone who died. It’s not fair for them to be gone. It’s not fair that it wasn’t me. I just wanted it to be me.