He hit me for the third time today and I had it. I loved him, I wamted to believe I could change him but he has anger issues. It only got worse each hit.

The first time he slapped me upside back of my head, second he slapped me across my face that i fell onto the couch. & today, he punched me in my face 3 or 4 times, i was blocking pleading him to stop. He later said he was going to kill himself if i left

So i called the cops on him, i was in a fragile state and scared so i didnt know what to do. On the phone i said that he wanted to kill himself but when they got there i also told them he hit me, it wasnt what i was planning but it was the last straw and i just feel so guilty for sending him to jail. He'll probably be out monday but i know he'll hate me.

I dont know where to go from except focus on me and my kids.