I'm young and I have plenty of career goals so I know it's early to be thinking about a family, but I actually really truly dislike children and the whole idea of having children. Physically and emotionally. I've never had a mom and the only motherly figure in my life was very very emotionally abusive to me so maybe that's why I'm not motherly to anything except my dog. I think about my boyfriend and yeah, maybe if have a family with him eventually but idk. Am I crazy?