Tw early loss

I just finished my period which was an early miscarriage. I had a faint positive test that never got darker and eventually was a big fat negative and then I bled. I’ve cried almost everyday since it started. Tried being intimate with my husband and cried. He doesn’t know about the loss and I’m not sure if he’d understand. We weren’t trying and we have a 12 month old. No idea how to tell him I’ve been so sad lately because of that. He knows something is off and keeps asking if I’m ok and I say 🤷🏼‍♀️