Am pregnant but....

He doesnt want me to keep the baby we are 3 months together he was there for me with everyhing he knew that i wasnt taking someting i fell in love so fast am so stupid i thought he wanted this cause he wasnt using condoms and am stupid that i wanted this i thought maybe that he was the one am a fucking idiot

I dont wanna have a abortion but how can i have a baby witg someone that doesnt want one.

I dont know if i can do this.

My heart is broken am so stupid