so upset ):

so my son is 3 months old. he just started seeing his dad a week ago (due to his dads own choice) me and my ex have a long/ complicated history. he was mentally abusive and started grabbing on me and stuff while i was pregnant, so we ended things and didn’t talk. (whole time he had a gf and another kid on the way, but that’s a different story)

pretty much he’s overall trash.

i was so upset and hurt he denied his son and didn’t see him, so when he finally did and is interested (asking me everyday how he is, he’s seen him 2 times so far) i know it’s not a lot but it’s a start and i’m happy because my son is so smiley with him. and it feels good to know that my baby has his dad.

but my friend stopped talking to me because of this. because i told her how happy i was that they saw each other. and it’s just like i know he’s bad, i’m not going to get with him but he is a good dad to his other kids, and my son deserves his dad. like the whole time we only talk about the baby. so i just don’t get it.