We moved away over three years ago and we love our house, town and stability we have now but we visited our family for Christmas and it now has me questioning everything. If we ever moved back we would struggle financially and I absolutely hate the weather. But seeing my son play with all his cousins really had me struggling to come home. I think it's harder because our close friends just moved away and we feel a bit lonely and I haven't been able to go anywhere to let my son interact with a bunch of kids, or haven't felt safe enough to. I know it's a hard year for everyone but does anyone else go through this guilt?