First Time... Help!

I had my first time tdy... intercourse, ofc. I felt nothing but pain. It was struggling to go in and I was terribly clenching my body so it didn’t make it any better.

I am ashamed that it was in a car... 🧍🏻‍♀️. It was a very awkward position and setting.

As I’ve stated, it hurt- and I felt no pleasure, whatsoever. Is something wrong w me?

In the past, I have touched myself and I don’t feel pleasure either, only aroused. I had stuck 2 fingers max before but again, no pleasure.

I have tried pillow humping... No pleasure.

It’s gotten to where i’m concerned and intrigued as to what’s wrong w me. Help, please?🤍