things i’d like to trim/cut down/remove from myself/life/body in 2021

•negative thoughts

•anxiety/anxiety attacks

•existential crises

•toxic people*cough*myabusivefamily*cough*

•my hair, then dyed hot pink because fuck my birth giver

•my tiddies(bump me down at least four sizes, for the love of iced coffee, PLEASE. these things are like five pounds each and i don’t need having my biology to be a pain in the ovaries and in the spine damnit)

•all of my body hair, lemme look smoother than the anime bois

•🔫🤬cishets💪🇺🇸(iykyk)

•gender identity/sexuality/pronoun confusion because men are🤢 but still make my heart go 🦋 and women are so 😍🥳 but make me 😰😓😖 and i have a boyfriend who’s 😶😑😐🧍‍♂️ but still makes me go😊 and my body is💃✨❤️😍 but makes me feel😔😩😭🤡🎭 but i wanna be 💄💋💅🏻 in a 🤵🏻🖕🖤💕💜⛓🔮🎆🎨🍭 way. idk i’m tired.

•my dick, i don’t have one, never did, but on(at least) a weekly basis my brain screams “CHOP. OFF. YOUR. SHLONG. DO IT MOTHER FUCKER. DO ITTT”